Monday, April 5, 2010

Struggling to maintain my fragments




I've been kind of quiet lately.
I'm still here though.

I'm trying to figure out my life.
I've gone deep inside for a look.

I'm looking forward to where I need to go...
and backwards to where I've been.

I've lost a lot along the way,
and I've been feeling very lonely.

Alone.

And over Easter weekend, I drove to The Woodlands/Houston area to see my two sisters who live there with their families. 
I had some wonderful quality time with my boys and a quick visit with my dear family there.

And it made me very happy.

So, I'm trying to emerge from my cocoon whole...but I feel a bit fragmented and confused still.

Bear with me.

7 comments:

Unknown said...

Hang in there! Sometimes when you pull the pieces back together, you get something stronger (and more beautiful) than before. :)

Lickety Splitter said...

Your fragments are pretty, but I know fragments can be a bit puzzling, and even disconcerting. Use your magnetic properties to draw them all to your center ;)

Kisma said...

sometimes life just gets in the way. Hope all is well.

Sharlene T. said...

That you can even write about it means you're coming through to the other side. It's never an easy journey but we all seem to take it every once in a while. We'll be here waiting for the new you, so just continue to do your thing. Hugs.

Sicilian said...

It is hard to know where to draw inner strength. . . . keep smiling . . . . even when you can't find a reason . . . try to do things that you enjoy . . . ice cream . . . . sunshine . . . . bluebonnets. . . .
Ciao

Gweny said...

Remember Sweetie It's the fragmented glass that, when pulled together, make the Kaleidoscope such a thing of beauty. Life will become sweeter given alittle time to heal:) God Bless You Rhea <3

Unknown said...

Hang in there ... those fragments will come back together again. Probably in a different design ..but still you ..and so much stronger !!

There is a saying that I really believe in .. 'The strongest steele is forged in the hottest fire.'